~mymuddyjeans

Okay, so I haven't really been updating, sorry, mostly because school is once again in session. The other reason is because...well...I kinda killed my camera. Okay, more than kinda. I managed to kill it when I put wet clothes on it and suffocated it apparently. At least the memory card still works, thank goodness. It was kinda worth it because I had a really good time getting the clothes wet by being murderously suicidal on a double boogie (no, I did not bring the camera with me on the boogie). How that works is making the driver of the boat go at a speed that is suicidal for the person who wants to go that fast; it's murderously suicidal when there's another person on the boogie with you (luv you !). Perhaps I was being suicidal because I wanted to get back at being dunked, what, eight times? Nah. XD Oh, another reason why I haven't been updating is because I'm a lazy procrastinator and I don't want to scan in all my lovely doodles. I will once I get enough motivation, but at the moment I'm preoccupied by crazy school dramas. It's amazing how oblivious I was to most of the school dramas before I got one myself. Anywho, please forgive me for not updating.

*Edit*
'kay, here's another one of those questionnaires that I stole from who stole it from , so knock yourself out answering these
What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?


Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Kept something important from me?
24. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26. Who are you?
27. Are we friends?
28. When and how did we meet?
29. Describe me in one word:
30. What was your first impression?
31. What reminds you of me?
32. If you could give me anything what would it be?
33. How well do you know me?
34. When is the last time you saw me?
35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please don't hold back, be completely honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[] Fight me?
[] kiss me?
[] Let me kiss you?
[] Watch a movie with me?
[] Go out to dinner with me?
[] Sing car karaoke with me?
[] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] Hold my hand?
[] Let me make you breakfast?
[] Help me with homework?
[] Tickle me?
[] Let me tickle you?
[] Instant message me?
[] Greet me in public?
[] Hang out with me?
[] Bring me around your friends?
[] Be down with me no matter what?

Do you?
[] Think I'm cute?
[] Think I'm serious?
[] Think I'm a good person
[] Think I'm conceded?
[] Want to kiss me?
[] Want to cuddle with me?
[] Want to hook up with me?
[] Love me?

Am I?
[] Smart?
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Romantic?
[] A freak?
[] Gangsta?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Trustworthy
[] Compassionate?
[] Great to be with?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Well known?

Have you ever?
[] Wished I were there?
[] Had a crush on me?
[] Wanted my number?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Been distracted by me?
[] Looked at my page more than ten times?

Are you?
[] Happy you know me?
[] Thinking about me?
[] Going to repost?

THE OTHER
1. Give me your number?
2. Let me hug you anytime I wanted to?
3. let me kiss you?
4. watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. let me take you out to dinner?
6. drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. take a shower with me?♥
8. have a fling with me?
9. listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
10. buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
11. take me home for the night?
12. let me sleep in your bed?
13. sing karaoke w/ me?
14. sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
15. re-post this for me to answer your questions?
16. come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
17. Do you think I'm cute or hot?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. cry if I died?
21. dance with me?
22. sing happy birthday to me?
23. take advantage of me if I was drunk?♥
24. strip for me?

Okay, so apparently I have been one of the chosen people to be featured on [link] I'd like to thank for doing this project, and I invite every one to look into this because there is a lot of great artwork that sneak past everyone's noses.
Besides that, my summer is doing as well as it can with college classes. No vacation for me. *sniffle* I have no idea what the high school is going to do with me. One thing I can think of at the moment is that after this summer, I might never have to have another math class again! Ever! . . . Unless of course I decide to go engineering, but then again I don't think so I need to, unless I want to become a math major...no thanks, but kudos to those who do.
Dad's doing better. He's at home reading 3-5 books at a time, doing lovely puzzles, and seeing what he can do around the kitchen.
Um, I'll eventually get to loading more pictures and doodles, but I've been busy.
Hope everyone's having a great summer!

So, yeah, my brain just turned off after school was out. And what was with that bell? Hopefully it won't be there next year cause it sounded like an emergency vehicle or something. If it's there next year I'm gonna think someone keeps pulling the fire alarm right when class is over. So I have absolutely no solid idea of what I'm gonna do this summer, but I probably won't have a say in it Xd. But, hopefully I'll be able to color my pictures and upload a ton of random doodles from my class notes and sketchbooks.
Dad is doing better. He's in rehab and is relearning how to get around, which includes jumping up and down stairs on one leg...XD sorry funny image...oh, and at the moment he's the young wipper-snapper of the place. Also, I got to do cookies in his wheelchair, but I didn't have enough time to learn how to do wheelies DX. So in all, things are looking up. Thank y'all for your support and prayers.

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For Father's Day, we brought Dad home for a couple hours. He had fun getting up the steps, made measurements for a future ramp, had a good lunch, then dozed on a comfy bed for the half hour or so that Mom and I took to buy gardening stuff. Even though it was a simple (almost simple, crutches/walker/wheelchair/mini-van/swollen broken leg do not mix) agenda, it was the best Father's Day gift we could give him, and he really appreciated it. Mission accomplished. ^_^ Happy Father's Day to everyone's daddy!

So, Sunday, around 3 or so in the afternoon, Dad was tilling my garden. I didn't see this, but from what I gathered as he was turning, the ground gave way, and he fell down the 12ft embankment that is almost at a 90-degree angle. The tiller luckily turned so the motor fell on his legs instead of the blades, which even turned off from the safety switch would have impaled him. I had to pull the tiller off of him. His left femur broke in two spots: 1) near the hip joint, where the femur curves, he fractured that; 2) in the middle of the femur, the bone sheered, and because of pain reflexes, the muscle contracted, pulling the lower part up. He cut up his left knee pretty bad. Also, his liver is bleeding, but we don't know if it's from the fall or what. So, it's almost 9 Monday night, and I'm waiting. He got into surgery finally around 6:45PM and the surgery is supposed to be 3 or more hours. If you've ever had a loved one in the hospital, then you can relate to my feeling helpless. For those who haven't, pretty much all you can do is sit and pray that they get better. You can't take away their pain, their weakness, their vulnerability. It’s like you are locked in a room with a one-way mirror and you are forced to watch someone you love being tortured. Yeah, so, feeling pretty helpless.

I. Am. The. Worst. Procrastinator. Ever. Haven't updated my journal is SIX MONTHS??? Wow, I didn't know I was so lame. T_T Sorry everyone, I'll try to do something more than nothing. (Oh, and sorry for accidently erasing all my friends. I didn't mean to, honest! I'm trying as hard as I can to re-watch everyone.)